How does it feel, to hear from your project manager that you will work 7 days a week and for the span of 3-4 months? A sudden fear blanketed my body...and I stood there frozen...There was a lot of things crossing my mind..
my gym, my classes, my shopping spree, my duty of being a daughter, my tv, my rest, my sleep the list just went on and on....
I don't know how serious he was about the 7 days work week but I can see it being enforced to other teams now...Some of my colleagues have tried the 7 days week and believe me, they look like crap now...
I was even thinking in my mind...hmm during which hours can I squeeze my gym classes into? I wonder if it would even be possible.
Sigh, right now I am so demotivated...for the fact that wrong expectations has been set towards me and I can't deliver my work...It's not the amount of work that's bothering me, but it's the nature of the work. Being in an area that I am totally unfamiliar with and having only till this month end to come out with a mega-solution...Hmm this is just not right....
Today is Sunday, and I just got off work....It's close to 12am now...before I know it...I will be awake and getting ready for work tomorrow, of which is a public holiday....sigh....
Where do I find the strength to get through this??? Please help me....I pray that the job offer I have been hoping and dreaming for will realise soon....Everyone, please hope and pray for me as well....
haloha
15 years ago
