I remember some time back, I asked God to give me someone whom I can relate to, whom I can trust and whom I can pour all my problems out to. It took God a long time, and the lil angel finally arrived. Nope, the angel is not my bf (though I think it should be), instead, God gave me my lil piggy angel.
I am going through shXX times now, and I practically have no one to relate to. I told this lil angel all my problems, and this little angel ended up with a big headache relating to my problems. She need not make it her headache, but she chose to induce the headache on herself. I am deeply grateful, though she is unable to solve my problems, but she is always here just to check on me, and to make sure that I do not do stupid things to hurt myself. I am deeply sadden by this thought, as I was not able to be by her side, in her times of need.
I know the time is running out, and I must solve this problem. I cannot ignore the existence of this problem, as it will be unfair to "him". Please give me strength to resolve this and I want to lead life the way it is again. This has been a torturous moment for me, as I can't eat, I can't sleep, I am falling sick....I use work and books to numb my mind so that I do not have to think so much. I know this is not the way to deal with it, but I just don't know what to do. Haih...
But anyways, I just want to thank this lil angel and also to all who have stood by me in my times of need....I am only able to pull this through by having u guys by my side. Lil angel, do you know who you are? *wink* *penguin taking a bow*
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