Back...

Am back from Singapore....I think i had a good week in Singapore...Well work aside...(dealing with clients aka aunties ain't that fun)....i think i ate like a pig in Singapore.....everynight, i went out with my spore collegues, and ate till we wanna puke....i have never eaten so much in my life before...hahahhaha
even met up with some ex-collegues who's residing in spore for a dinner and drink after that....missed them a lot...it's good to know that i have so many frens in spore...:P
hahahh ou yeah...it was also my first time....for a business trip in spore, that i had ppl receiving me from the airport...an ex-sporean collegue actually came all the way from Woodlands to pick me up...and also not to mention my KL collegue who tagged along with him...quite touched ler....

Well...i am back in KL now...with more problems in hand....heard a few shocking news today....including my fren who had a miscarriage :(...din noe how to deal with the news....with two of my fren's grandmother passing away....and of course more news about my problems....
My sister actually asked me, why is my life so complex...I just told her, only GOD knows....or mayb i made my own life complex? like what piggy said...
yeah...maybe the latter....well i just can't help it...for every action that i take, i gotta think properly....i can't be taking everything so simple. Mayb i need to relook at my life...how i deal with my life everyday.....and how i look at things...

Sigh, but i have problems in my hands right now, and i gotta settle those first, before i relook at my life...God, please give me someone i can relate to..someone whom i can talk to....thank u.....

Lost Hope

Once I fought a battle, a battle against depression
It was heavy, tears, pain, suffer
It all seemed to be gone forever
but it was lurking for another strike.

Thinking you have your life in your hands
but things still go wrong, like it used to be
maybe it were mistakes I had to learn
then why am I learning them again

I open my hand and fall down
I close my eyes and let me fall
I feel the blackness more and more
surrounding my entire body

No idea when I will give up
but the day will come
that it was too much
when the door will be closed forever

Does the world know, do they know
that they are making me unhappy
not even a small wish will be given away
am I that bad...

Sigh, I feel so BLUE. To me, our life is like a game of chess. Sometime in life, we would make the right moves, the innocent moves and the wrong moves. I think I have made the wrong move in my own game of chess. Please give me the chance to undo my move, and be guided to the right moves. Dear God, I have made the wrong move, please, give me the strength and guidance to the right move and victory :(

Anyways, i will be going to Singapore for a week. I hope that when I come back, everything would be ok and all my problems would be solved. For all my dear friends who have made their right moves in their own game of chess, I wish them the Best Of Luck. Please, please, please God, I pray to you, to make all sorrows go away, and make my life look bright again. Please......

Yikes...the returns of the "Monyets" 

I swear I don't know them.... 

Oh my...now i feel even older..... 

Ah....there we go...my dear friend again...I feel like i'm 60 years old looking at this photo... 

Check out this cool bunch of friends that I have...I hope we can maintain this friendship for a long time...though it's gonna be difficult, but we'll all try aye? 

Sigh...isn't mother nature just so beautiful...