Lost Hope

Once I fought a battle, a battle against depression
It was heavy, tears, pain, suffer
It all seemed to be gone forever
but it was lurking for another strike.

Thinking you have your life in your hands
but things still go wrong, like it used to be
maybe it were mistakes I had to learn
then why am I learning them again

I open my hand and fall down
I close my eyes and let me fall
I feel the blackness more and more
surrounding my entire body

No idea when I will give up
but the day will come
that it was too much
when the door will be closed forever

Does the world know, do they know
that they are making me unhappy
not even a small wish will be given away
am I that bad...

Sigh, I feel so BLUE. To me, our life is like a game of chess. Sometime in life, we would make the right moves, the innocent moves and the wrong moves. I think I have made the wrong move in my own game of chess. Please give me the chance to undo my move, and be guided to the right moves. Dear God, I have made the wrong move, please, give me the strength and guidance to the right move and victory :(

Anyways, i will be going to Singapore for a week. I hope that when I come back, everything would be ok and all my problems would be solved. For all my dear friends who have made their right moves in their own game of chess, I wish them the Best Of Luck. Please, please, please God, I pray to you, to make all sorrows go away, and make my life look bright again. Please......